Have you forgotten me? - one of my old poems

Ok, so randomly signed into my myspace page (dont judge me) and I found this poem that I wrote way back when. Just thought I'd post it. Its not one of my best, but I guess its sweet and sad at the same time. Its pretty clear what its about... blaming yourself for a breakup that clearly wasn't your fault...


What are you doing?
Where are you now?
Have you forgotten me?
Do you wish i was still around?
Do you ever wish that we were still together?
Do you ever think we could have lasted forever?

Do you ever think of what could have been?
I lay awake @ night thinkin of what should have been
Wrapping my arms around my body
firm and tight
Wishing it was you
Keeping me warm in the night

I wonder, are you stil with her?
And who is she?
What is it you see in her
that you couldnt see in me
If i looked like her would you stay
If i dressd like her would you have never gone away
If i did the things she did for you, would you stay one more day

And if we had another day
would it make a difference?
Just so I could clean up my mistakes
and make us go the distance
If only you could tell me what it is i did wrong...
What it is that broke the strength of something i thought was strong
I wish i could pull back what it is that pushed you to lust
I wish you hadnt abused my trust
Life without you is filled with jealousy
I wish it would take you out of her arms and bring you back to me